epiphany

had an epiphany today, and now i guess i know what im gonna do.

when suddenly something that u have always believed in, a conviction you have been telling others and yourself since who knows when is swept away, challanged in your mind and heart by a sudden event, or moment, its like the world being shaken up, and i guess thats what kinda happened to me today. and its a good thing, but a confusing thing, and you dont really know whats happening and suddenly

everything is just different.
the world has changed and you cannot see yourself in the same way anymore. somehow, someway something has clicked in me and there is euphoria and a descion made.

thinking is dangerous...

and so are coconuts bobbing in the sea

there is no fear where there is God, and faith in Him, and as He leads even a lowly coconut to the place He has intended for it, even as He has created it to rise above the waves, even as He brought that particular one to me at this particular time, He knows and He always will know.

don't fear, my daughter, for I am with you.

"And why do you worry about clothes? See how the lilies of the field grow. They do not labor or spin. Yet I tell you that not even Solomon in all his splendor was dressed like one of these. If that is how God clothes the grass of the field, which is here today and tomorrow is thrown into the fire, will he not much more clothe you, O you of little faith?"
Matt 6:28-30